What am I living for?

This is a very commonly pondered upon question. And this question keeps coming into my head in army, where i have so much time to stone and  think about life.

I finally understood why people feel so bored in army. After being withdrawn from all the business and ‘duties’ of life.. I guess many people are left empty, with these two years in a status quo.

Ahh.. and i have to admit that i’ve been whining, feeling bored and no life in army… And thats so wrong!!! God has placed me here for a reason.. and i need to find him..

and perhaps i have found it, with the time that i have.. i can do what i do best… Think! And i guess its been quite fruitful.. thinking about how i have been living my life.. and to really talk to God..

I just hope that i would be focus and use my life for God in the midst of my army life.. and you know.. I realised that there’s so much more i can do and so much better i can do..

Bahh…

I’m so confused now.. Things never seem easier.. (or perhaps i need to be more joyful and contented)

As i go about trying to solve the problems.. (or let is solved itself.. or perhaps just thinking about its solution..) It gets more and more complicated.. They seem so unsolvable..

I’m so tired… I really am..

Day3

Crap.. had to join the parade in marching.. damn sian.. i’m so tired and i have to go back soon.. hiaz.. so feel like staying home and sleep… oh well.. tmr’s another day of parade rehearsal.. and i was hopping we can skip the morning one.. but no!~ hiaz..

i’m so gona buy a psp

I’m scared

There are many great men in the world but only a few last through his life with that title.

Will I be one?

The hardened heart.

when a heart is hardened, talk so much also no use one…

my portion is Him and I’m more than blessed

Its really hard to be contented. Its really really hard to be contented every moment.