5 loaves and 2 fishes

eureka! admist all this questions.. I suddenly realised that.. I don’t need to know so much.. all i need to do is to trust that God would direct me and obey what he ask me to do!

And I was thinking about what i like to do.. I realised i like to listen to people talk.. and to befriend people.. (but then.. i’m not exactly extroverted.. it really tires me out)

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I don’t understand it anymore.

Recently, i’ve been thinking.. i’ve been thinking real hard.. and i’ve been thinking too much.. Matthias said is was quarter life crisis.. perhaps its so..

One of the many questions on mind is, how is my life gona work out.. What Job should i get? how would i do in it? How is my job gona help me fulfill the great commission? What part of the great commission am i tasked to fulfill?

Another question is what is my role in my cg? What is it that God want me to change? How do I CHANGE things? What about  media ministry?

With all these questions without an answer.. I’m completely lost.. I don’t know what is the next step..

I have so much more motivation to do things.. but the problem is.. I realised that there’s so much to do.. that.. i don’t know what i should do.. and… how to go about doing it..

Hmmm i guess i’m quite confused.. i don’t even know if i make much sense.. or if i did explain clearly what i feel…

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oh and.. another “problem” is that the implication to all this is that..
Whatever it is, I need to grow in love.
Well you see, if i can’t stand the world being selfish, i need to be selfless first. and. haha its kinda hard..

Badman

Why did spiderman not want to talk to batman?

Cause he’s a bat friend!!

A day of retreat

And the Lord spoke to me.
“Give careful thought to your ways.”

Oh.. and I finally got my assurance letter from NTU..